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I am deleting some pics from my computer before I delete them I want to have them posted just incase I loose them, I do have then on a disc, but with the way these kids are if they get ahold of it it'll be destroyed.
I wish we were going again this year.
sorry for the delay in entries I have missed ya'll so much.
but I have a really good reason for not posting in here.
other than "myspace" lol.
I have been putting off going to see a dr cause I don't have insurance, well the pain in my back is overcoming the pain of my wallet and I will have to go see someone soon. 11 days ago my sis made me go to the ER, cause after a week of watching me walk around in pain and laying on the heating pad she said I had to go. I went he hooked me up with muscle relaxes, pain relievers and ibuprofen. So those have been gone a couple of days now and the pain is reaching the unbearable point for me. I called the Dr that the ER Dr referred me to and they can't see me till the 26th. plus I have to have 85 bucks to cover the office visit. The pain is really bad but the thing that scares me most is that my 2 little fingers and the bottom of my arm up to my elbow are numb, it's been like this for more than a month, but it is gettting worse. It was really annoying before, but now I can't open anything and my grip with that hand is not right. I am really scared about the numbness.
I think it's a pinched nerve cause the pain in my back keeps moving from my neck to my back and then to my under arm. my right arm feels like I am wearing one f those blood pressure things while the bottom of my left arm and fingers are numb.
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It was a last minute thing. J's buddy scored free tickets to the Meijer 300 race in Sparta Ky. So we all loaded up in 2 vehicles, 1 for the guys, and 1 for us girls. I met 2 really great gals who I hope to see more often. I got to see my aunt and her crew. They got tickets pretty much as soon as they went on sale and we got better seats than they had, FREE. The babies stayed with J's mom and my sis stayed here with Kandace and Tay. The last race me and J went to didn't end to good. He got jealous over one of his buddies that was with us. This time we didn't get into it, but on the way home the car riders got swaped and I had to listen to J talk about the Chris Cornell concert with a couple of his buddies that was there also and I had to hear how over and over again how it was the best night J has ever had, which just goes to show how much an ass he is, cause that was the night he basically accused me of screwing someone in the bathroom I ended up leaving the concert and sitting in the parking garage for almost 2 hours. But it was the best night of his life. Today he was to hung over to join us to his mom's house for a fathers day cook out. The kids were already there so me and Steph went on over with out J. We had another great day full of fun that the kids will remember for the rest of their lives and once again J isn't a part of those memories, and it's his own fault.
After the cook out swim party was done Steph and I took our dad his fathers day gifts, we got him some new shoes and some socks to go with we also got him a GRANDPA shirt from the kids. He was really into it today. It was good to see him so happy. I wish I could have spent more time there tonight but the kids were getting fussy and tired.
LOL I can't forget to tell ya this, the driver last night had to slam on the brakes and it looked like we were ganna hit the car ahead of us, lol, instead os saying oh my God, I said OMG.... can we say to much time online,
it made for a good laugh...
Today I got a new shirt.
It says
"I'm Famous on MySpace"
lol,
I know I am a dork no need to leave comments to that effect.
We have been having a great time at the lake.
Today we went back and I got a pass for the season.
The kids LOVE it there, they even picked the pass to the lake over passes to Kentucky Kingdom, Yeah me!! cause passes to Kentucky Kingdom would have cost me my first born, the pass to the lake was only 36 bucks for all of us and whoever else I can fit in my van.
It took me 27 minutes to do a mile.
I am very happy with it.
Baby steps.....
I got a new desk for my computer. It is a really big wrap around corner desk. I even hung some little tikki lite’s to make it more of a cozy atmosphere. I bought the lights for camping but pulled them out and taped them up. It is much better at night than the bright harsh light on top the desk. I also bought a treadmill from J’s sister. I wanted a YMCA pass so I could get “away “ from the kids to work out, but considering I couldn’t even get a month pass for the $25 it cost me I had to get it while I could. I know just more stuff to clutter the house, but I know I will use it for this summer at least. I can’t tell you how motivated I am to get rid of this extra flab I’ve been carrying around the last 2 years. Lol, 4 years.
I just got a new bikini last week too and it is cute, it’s a black and white print with hot pink ties. Yep a string bikini, fuck it folks I am a great mom and wear my battle scars of motherhood (stretch marks) proudly. Besides after seeing what was at the lake last week I feel pretty damn good about my big old body these days. What I am not feeling good about is the Dentist. I have to go SOON. My gums have been bleeding when I brush heck I can push on my gum with my tongue and make it bleed. I ask my sis if she could talk to the Dentist she works for and see about getting me in on a payment plan since I don’t have any insurance. I spent more than 20 bucks today for a new toothbrush and some floss and some pic things and all the works. Nothing but salt water has helped. Well I am going to get on the treadmill for awhile with the headphones up as loud as they will go so I’ll probly go to bed with a headache and wake up sore.
I can't remember if I mentioned going to the lake Wend. and again on Thursday. The kids had a great time and I have pics to prove it.
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The Lake isn't as busy as it used to be back in the day, or at least it wasn't on the 2 days we were there. I like it less busy. I think me and my sis are ganna make it an every Wend ritual, gives us something to look forward to each week. It would be nice if there was a cute little life guard to gaze at every now and then, but it is swim at your own risk now. Not to happy about that, but maybe that's why it's not so busy, hey I watch my own kids anyway. so no biggie.
Jack is my sisters boyfriend, also the lead singer and on this night the Bass guitarist for the band known as the FIRM UNKNOWN. I hope you enjoy as much as I did. If you check him out on MYSPACE tell him I sent ya. Thanks for the long build up for yet another short entry. but as you can tell I have been keeping myself busy, and YES HAPPY.
Have a great night.
maybe I should have deleted the entry with the music...
lol, who am I kidding ME delete pictures, NEVER!!
HAng in there friends, it's worth it.
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I had a great time with my sister and her boyfriends band last night. We went to a little hole in the wall place called Uncle Pleasants. The drinks sucked, the place was really dark, and the bathroom was well I will just say I held it and walked a block to White Castle, but the band was good and the friends were great so it was a great night and I can't wait to do it again....
