time to start working out again.

I got a new desk for my computer. It is a really big wrap around corner desk. I even hung some little tikki lite’s to make it more of a cozy atmosphere. I bought the lights for camping but pulled them out and taped them up. It is much better at night than the bright harsh light on top the desk. I also bought a treadmill from J’s sister. I wanted a YMCA pass so I could get “away “ from the kids to work out, but considering I couldn’t even get a month pass for the $25 it cost me I had to get it while I could. I know just more stuff to clutter the house, but I know I will use it for this summer at least. I can’t tell you how motivated I am to get rid of this extra flab I’ve been carrying around the last 2 years. Lol, 4 years.

I just got a new bikini last week too and it is cute, it’s a black and white print with hot pink ties. Yep a string bikini, fuck it folks I am a great mom and wear my battle scars of motherhood (stretch marks) proudly. Besides after seeing what was at the lake last week I feel pretty damn good about my big old body these days. What I am not feeling good about is the Dentist. I have to go SOON. My gums have been bleeding when I brush heck I can push on my gum with my tongue and make it bleed. I ask my sis if she could talk to the Dentist she works for and see about getting me in on a payment plan since I don’t have any insurance. I spent more than 20 bucks today for a new toothbrush and some floss and some pic things and all the works. Nothing but salt water has helped. Well I am going to get on the treadmill for awhile with the headphones up as loud as they will go so I’ll probly go to bed with a headache and wake up sore.